I don't know why, but gaming just hasn't been too fun lately. Am I becoming old? Do I need to get rid of my ~5000€ steam account? I doubt it, probably it's just life that is heavy at the moment. Nothing dramatic, but just stuff that takes time and energy. I also feel like unmotivated to play since I don't know when I'll have time to continue, and I suck at continuing a playthrough after only a couple of weeks.
I still have some fun, my weekend ArmA sessions with the boys are still great (perhaps even Meaningful?). I atribute that to it both being a very involved experince,
Let's move in a wedge formation, take point and move bearing 300.
Blue team, hold here and provide support. Red team, move towards the compound and hold.
Contact Front!
But also that it's a scheduled event. Every Sunday and Saturday at 20:00, we sit down and play, no more and no less. It never get's saturated, but it's still regular enough to keep me engaged.
Not sure where that leaves me though. I guess I'll try to do other stuff in the meantime.
If it aint' fun, then it aint'. And if the only fun thing in life is it, then life needs to change.